'M' Shoot

A shoot that had been dragging for a week just to wait for the pack to be ready. And hence, there I was doing nothing for the whole week on the job. Luckily there was another 'dreadful' job, a dinner video for a business club which potray the 50 years economy of Malaysia. Within a week had been goign through old newspaper looking for articles. Back to the M shoot, a dreadful experience with the people working in it. Sigh......when can i stop from having this kind of conflict with myself whether to continue this for the sake of money or should i just leave for the sake of satisfaction......

feelings....

had been listening to songs from a fren's brother which let me think a lot of my past...following on the lyrics with the songs made me tears when i thought of the past esepcially some of the lyrics potray what had been happening in my past....

听说你喜欢我 － 张禛宏

Hey... 外面正下著小雨
请。。请让我为你遮雨
夜。。夜灯下慢慢地步行
回。。陪伴着你回到家去
手放在肩膀 这感觉好温暖
忽然凝视我 没想到你会问我。。。
听说。。听说你喜欢我
真相听你亲口说
不要猜 不要等 不要困惑
希望你现在告诉我
不回答那我就当你默认
我只要你对我忠诚
如果这不是谣言
那请你现在拥抱我
请说一声你喜欢我
我一直都藏在脑里
不。。不就是闷在心里
遗憾不只为什么没勇气
对你说一声我喜欢你
捉着你的手 身体来近一点
嘴靠在耳边 鼓起勇气说一篇。。
你说一点也没错 不知你是如何想我
不要迟 不要等 不要犹豫
希望你现在告诉我
＊不管是晴天或是雨天
你给我的勇气是无限
让我们一起走这路程
让我陪伴在你身边
请说一声你喜欢我
听说。。听说你喜欢我
真想听你亲口说
不要猜 不要等 不要困惑
希望你现在告诉我（＊）

Out from my tortoise shell....

2 years of not sitting down together for a meal. I was kinda forced to sit down this time after a few times of invitation. Met up with my ex for a lunch today. In fact, I told a fren that I really did not wish to have this moment at all as I had been feeling guilty all these while and had been avoiding him since then. Another reason for avoiding is I can forsee I will not have any more topic of conversation with him if we met. I involved another couple which had also known my ex since uni time. Didn't have much conversation with him, instead it's my couple fren who did all the talking with him. He hasn't change much, and I'm glad that i climb out of the tortoise shell this time. After this, I'm more certain that I hadn't made the wrong decision, I'm more certain that I don't think I can spend the rest of my life with him.
Heard a shocking news two days ago. Someone I consider as a good superior and a good husband with happy family told me he just divorced. This is a real shock as
I always thought that he's having a happy life with good wife and kids and he had been working hard all day. Keep me thinking that what's wrong with this field. Does that mean that people in this field doesn't deserve a good family life? Why is all the colleague around me are leading to a divorce life. Seems like I'm force to make a choice on whether to lead a happy family or a career lonely life......

Muchaus Restaurant (Jalan Jati, Bkt Bintang)

Give mom a treat in a German Restaurant to celebrate Mother's Day and also her birthday on the coming Tuesday. Took me some time to find the restaurant as it's hidden among the bungalos opposite RHB Securities. A friend recommend this place to me as she finds the food are good and price are reasonable. Hence, go there to try my luck and to 'test' the food. The restaurant are all glassed up with curtain of lights at the entrance. When we stepped in, the feeling of the interior is so home like with nice deisgn of furniture and interior.
Mom ordered a set dinner with garlic prawn as starter, roast beef as main course and youghurt panacotta as dessert, while I ordered myself a stuffed cheese chicken.


After the main course, the waiter served us the dessert, but they served the wrong one, green tea tiramisu instead. Only realized it after I have a munch, and it's so soft and smooth. Hence, din bother to tell them they served wrongly. However to our surprise, after we finished the tiramisu, they served us another dessert, which is suppose to be the right one. According to the waiter, they realized they served wrongly, but they wanted us to try the yoghurt panacotta as it was recommended by them earlier. Hence we got a free dessert for that mistake....how lucky....and yes! the youghurt panacotta is super delicious. Youghurt is mixed with gelatin and eating it is like eating 'agar-agar' and combined with choclate brownies. Will visit it again to try on other main course ...